Maturity

Have a thought about it :)

rab ne bana di jodi =')))

Hey3 I guess the vendetta is now a bit soft now ha3 xD

but thats what happen when U find love again ha3 ( In a way... n_n" )

Muke Legend Tapi Hati Adr Taman ( sah2 poyo ha3 )

But not the point!

We're travelling down love lane, down the road we'll meet again

I recently finished this movie at 2.50 in the morning ha3

but its a great story to be told.

Its amazingly interesting how the plot unfold itself, how everything starts to piece together so Fakrul Perfectly on the end.

As the story goes u sort of feel the main characters feelings and reflect upon it urself, How u wished he had done something different, for the good of him himself, but I'm moved wholly... seriously n_n

" There is an extraordinary love story in every ordinary jodi " =3

I cant help but feel sumthing tingling in my heart as i finished this movie...

What was it... Hope? Fear? Regret? LOve? Joy? Happiness? (=

I guess i will never know but...

"Zindagi mein kuch banna ho, Kuch hasil karna ho, Kuch jeetna ho, To hamesha apne dil ki suno, Aur ager dil se bhi koi jawaab na aaye ... To apni aankhein band karke apni Maa aur Baba ka naam lo ... Phir dekhna tum her manzil paa sakoge, Her mushkil aasan ho jayegi, Jeet tumhari hogi ..... Sirf tumhari..."

or in other words n_n

"In life if you want to become something, achieve something, win something, then listen to your heart, and if you don't get an answer from your heart. Then close your eyes and think of your Mom and Dad...then watch, you will reach every destination, every difficulty will become easy, victory will be yours, only yours."

LIsten... Listen... Listen closely to your heart...

The mind and the brain are the ministers that suggests and guides,

but never forget, the heart is the king that decides...

Follow it... Trust it with your life...

You wont regret all the troubles you went through (=

I followed the brain once and it wasnt nice at all =]

but it thought me a great lesson and now I have a heart back...

If ur heart suddenly falls silent, close ur eyes and think of ur mum and dad...

They will have an answer for you... 

But...

If ur like this...

Teehee~

Find the right angle and direcion that makes the wistle and follow it, It'll lead u sumwhere...

never stop running never stop searching... and when u've found it, never give up so easily...

Its Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi ... let God decides whats best =}

Theres a lot of lessons and things to pick up from this movie...

If u truly dive into the characters... reflect upon them... dont judge but feel the emotions lingering...

Enjoy the ride of the movie...

You'll get something out of it... It won't be for nothing...

YYYYYeeeeeeeaaaaahhhhh~

Hum hain raahi pyaar ke~~  

phir milenge chalte chalte~~ 

XDDD!!

What am i feeling now...

Now that tomorrow is my semester 2 exam or put it in an IB way...
Placement exam hu3
so how exactly am i feeling now?
Its hard to say... wif everything thats been happening around me...

a mechanized heart... artificial... many parts of bits and pieces... built to precision... but hardly humane...
Its hard to say... perhaps i am feeling this way... mechanized... heartless... without a soul... I am still running but to no means...
The hardest part in life is when you don't understand urself...
I guess thats where i am now... and how i am feeling...

sometimes... i just feel like exploding every single moment... react so reactively to every thing that comes my way... even the smallest stuff that ruffles my feathers i feel like just to kill and blast it to pieces...

even the tiniest act of not caring or not even understanding to myself or seeing other person being treated that way it makes me so mad! seeing people so selfish as exams are coming... 

and i tink i'm no better than them as  well...

sometimes i find it hard to maintain my self composure and even patience...

Patience is still with me only now that it is not as large as it used to be...

And when you tell a story or just sharing how u feel...

it makes u burn with fire to see that that person... is not even listening to u...

doing something else... giving suggestion even when ur not asking for one... all you wanted to do was share your feeling and hear the other side acknowledge your situation and your emotions... nothing much...

just be there for awhile spend a moment with you to dwell in ur condition to mke it feel all better just for a sec...

I miss that person i once had... 

that person who was always there...

now all that i wear is this mask...

this is what the world sees...

how i am longing for...

someone to see the real me for a change...

who wouldnt judge... who would care...

someone who would give without remembering and receive without forgetting...

i guess you can say...

Companionship...

I miss that so much...