Tuesday, January 26, 2010

human body diversification (is there such a word)???

ive recently loved running
although im not fast
but who cares?
i love it...
ur body is free
it is finally doing what our ancestors b4 us did
using the human body mechanics
not to be couch potatoes and stare at the magic box
not to stay at offices 4 hours
it was meant to be used
to be harnessed

i usually jog following a different path each time, for a change of view so that i dont get bored
recently... i ran through multiple back alleys of houses
blakang rumah org la kan
fuih, the smells, the route, the obstacles
undescribeable, untollerateable,
anyway it gave me a new challenge
n i had loads of fun!
i kicked a flower pot down bt i hope it didnt broke
ngeh x100

njoy ur days guys n gals
jump, dance, sing, parkour, shuffle,jumpstyle, njoy music, pen spinning, run
move ur body!!!
look further, take route that uve tot of bt never got da chance
follow ur heart, use ut intuition, do something new everyday,
it need not be big, the small ones means alot too
....diversify ur day...



live like ur dying


i have walked all along all this streets i call home, i have walked all around kl n saw alot of stuff,
no matter where i look, no matter where i see , no matter where my eyes lay upon, no matter how i observe, n ... how i wish so much for companionship. i have travelled a lot but just around home town.. n i gazed n found out that how much fun would be to travel or go anywhere wit a companion by ur side, i have travelled alone a lone wolf for a long time, its good not to have any responsibilities bt urself and able to explore where ur companions dare not go... bt... ohh... how want a companion so much, being deprived of it during travels hve made me wnt it more...

bt then not every companion would make a good partner...
we need a companion who understands us, who cn be there 4 us, who can stay by ur side who u would travel with n travel wit u... one who cn divide ur grief and multiply ur joy..
make smiles as sweet as honey itself and numb sorrow. in a way ..
uve got to be a very good companion urself.
do unto others what u wish they do upon you,
y isnt that the rule wit any relationship?he he he

even with a wolf u could see that...
their success depends on the whole pack, even if a wolf howls alone it doesnt mean they have nobody by their side, a very caring creature with deep emotions and loyalty beyond boundries, a howl of a wolf cn give support to the whole pack to stand firm in the darkest of nites and await the ever great dawn,
for the strength of the wolf is the pack, and the strength of the pack is the wolf.

we mankind do not differ much. no man is an island, every man is a part of the continent a part of the main. no matter no matter how we put in prospect, we are all entwined with connections thicker than thread and lighter than soul, what we do, what we choose to say, how we choose to react how we try to please... there are equal and opposite thug on the thin mesh of connection webbing...

i miss travelling, jalan jalan, bt i miss my companions more... my friends, my members, my acquaitances... my loved one... gues dis is what happens when u have no money huh? he he he

we'll ive learned one thing... ur companions ur sahabat those u click with and have a little spark of relation means more ... means alot more... not even money fame and fortune could compete. bcoz... they are the greatest treasure of them all...



live like ur dying

Friday, January 22, 2010

Guys... u decide....


Deep inside any man there is a hero or a knight in shining amor.More than anything he wants to succeed in serving and protecting the women he loves.When he feels trusted he is able to tap into this noble part of himself.He becomes more caring.When he doesnt feel trusted he loses some of his aliveness and energy and after a while he can stop caring.
Imagine a knight in shining amror travelling through the country side when he hears a damzel in distress.In an instant he becomes alive.Urging his horse to full gallop he dashes to her castle where she is trapped by a ferocious dragon. The noble knight unsheated his sword and slays the dragon.As a result he is lovingly recieved by the princess.
As the gates open he is welcomed and celebrated by the family of the princess and the townspeople. he is acknowledge as the hero and allowed to reside in the town.He and the princess fall in love.
A month later the noble knight goes on another trip.On his way back he hears his beloved princess screams again for help.Another dragon was attacking the castle.When he arrived he brandished his sword to slay the dragon.
before he swings, the princess cried out from the tower,"dont use your sword use this noose it works better".She throws him the noose and motions to him instructions on how to use it.He hesistantly follows her instructions.He pulls it around the dragons neck with her instructions and the dragon dies.Everyone rejoices.
at the celebration dinner the knight feels he hasnt done anything.Somehow, because he used her noose instead of his sword he doesnt feel quite worthy of the towns trust and admiration.After the event he becomes depressed and forgets to shine his armor.
A month later he goes on yet another trip.As he leaves with his sword, the princess reminds him to be careful and tells him to take the noose.On his way home, he sees yet another dragon attacking the castle.He rushes forward with his sword but hesitates, thinking maybe he should use the noose... in that moment the daragon brethed fire and burns his right arm.Dazed, he looks up and sees his princess waving from the castle window.
"use the poison the noose doesnt work" she yells
She throws him the poison, which he pours into the dragons mouth and the dragon dies.Everyone rejoices and celebrates ... but the knight felt ashamed...
He went on another trip after a month. As he leaves with his sword, the princess reminded him to be careful and to bring the noose and poison. He is annoyed by her suggestions but brings them just in case.
This time on his journey he hears another woman in distress.As he rushes to her call, his depression lifted and he feels confident and alive again.But as he draws his sword to slay the dragon he hesistated.What shoul i use?What would the princess say?
For a moment he was confused. Then, it hit him like a brick.He remembers how he had felt before he knew the princess,back in the days when he only carried a sword.With a burst of renewed confidence he throws off the noose and poison and charges the dragon with his trusted sword.He slays the dragon and the townspeople rejoice.
The knight in shining armor never returned to his princess.He stayed in this new village and lived happily ever after.he eventually gets married, but only after making sure his new partner knew nothing bout nooses and poisons.
Remebering that within every man is a knight in shining armor is a powerful metaphor.A man appreciates alot of caring and assistance, too much of it will lessen his confidence or turn him off.

so... guys? is it true ? u decide....



Thursday, January 21, 2010


can i swear? owh please let me swear...
wtf!!!! shit shit shit die ide die just fucking it all off!!!!
waa... very eyeopening blog barak n afiqah
hu hu hu hu
god help me.....

Thursday, January 14, 2010

i found my way...

he he he im not in the dumps anymore, im not wondering who i am what i want to be, i finally see my clear road, the road of my life that i want to walk through...i already had the motivation once but guess ive lost it for a moment but then i found it again...
i finally noe what i want, what i wanted to do, what runs with my temperament, i want to be a g0od guy, a guy that helps and lends a hand when in need, i would almost say like a prophet, a preacher of kindness, a ray of hope for those in the dumps. i found out its not wrong to be good and it is not wrong to be kind, to treat everybody right. i want to motivate people, i want to guide people, i want to be a leader of kindness helping people to help others.be coming a beacon of hope , a guiding light one that persist in the perils of the unfair world but only because man is unfair, one that aims to do good...
but noe this i treat people the way they treat me back, u do me n i do u, treat me with kindness n u get kindness, treat me wrong and u'll get it from me,i wont hurt others and i dare not hurt others unless they harm me first, to those dat i owe an apology i am sorry...
i was lost 4 awhile n sumting brought me back... call me anything u want but inspiration can come in many ways... i was re-inspired by kris allen of american idol 8, who was the underdog and a person with a modest personality and the final song he sang no boundaries totally got me a grip of myself, i was brought back to the personality of obi wan kenobi,jack sparrow, tony stark just as like artemis fowl found kindness his new way and dan brown's robert langdon persisted with himself and temperament... as i say motivation cn come in many ways...
it si goin to be hard... but i noe i would be happy with how things will turn out because that is who i am.. who i want to be...in general that is... this is me this is what i found out in my spiritual journey around in lrt and boarding bas rapid kl and starring at my ceiling and singing in the bathroom.. ngeh ngeh ngeh
without wax

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

first lesson bwk keta ha ha ha

hello... today was my first time bwk keta manual kancil buruk enjin nak mati ngeh ngeh negh ngeh
waa 2 jam woo pusing pusing pusing mati... pusing pusing pusing mati, pusing pusing pusing langgar tiang pussing pussing pusing habis ha ha ha
lawak o bwk keta lagi snang bwk motor he he he
welll...first time kan bru bwk 2 jam mane nak pro...bru bwk 2 jam dah kena kompare ngan instructor yg dah bwk 20 tahun ... sakit hatiku, hu hu hu
tgok la nanti i dwk lg power he he he
as they say when theres a will theres a way and practice makes perfect so whatever it is put your heart into it n njoy it as best as u can, waa.... nak bwk lagi hu hu hu


Wednesday, January 6, 2010

live like youre dyin' !!!

if u are ever down or in need of inspiration or in a blunder , in a state of dont know what to do or just looking for tha positive mental attitude back listen to this song . . . it worked wonders for me . . .
enjoy life
you only have one

Tuesday, January 5, 2010



Monday, January 4, 2010


words of inspiration , know what to wish for and know what to ask for , and know what to pray for

Sunday, January 3, 2010

knight in white shirt and jeans...

let me tell you a story...

on 28/12/2xxx...

a knight woke up and had a thought... a deep thought... he was dying to see his princess... and also he had no idea what to do anymore... he was... dumbfounded by life when school ended... the holiday was too long he thought " y not go to sj heh? a land far away to venture out seeking his princess he he he" he was up 4 a lil adventure at that moment, he jumpd from his bed took a shower, he claded himself in black jeans and a white shirt bearing the words " musik is love in search of word" . he filled his empty " beg galas" with only but a packet of mints, as he armed himself with his mp3, his white myiman phone, his black polo wallet n his yellow weinbrenner boots, riding his chariot (honda city) with his mum to the nearest lrt station.

he had doubts in his heart wether to really go to sj or not, he had told a white lie to his family proclaiming that he needs a new view, bored of the sights around his neighbourhood, his family acceptd his wish and now... he had doubts... as he disembark from the lrt train, he whsikd himself down da elevator out of kl sentral and enterd da underground world of ktm machineries, as he waitd at platform 6 to sj... a song struck inside his head, kris allen - live like were dying, with da exact words { you only got 86400 seconds in a day to turn it all around}. on that moment the ktm transport arrived. he was shocked how everything was in place. it all occured at the ryte moment." it must be a sign from above" he thought. he jumped into the ktm train humming a happy tune, grab a seat near the window, and allowed the train to guide him to... sj...

his mind was racing.. whether to tell the princess of his arrival or to make a surprise drop onto her kingdom, well... the knight was not fond of secrecy so ... he texted the princess and playd a few word tricks of his own, manipulating, decieving and informing the princess of him dawning.as the knight arrived at ktm sj station he disembark the mighty train and trodded along the side walk until... he encounterd a mighty old bus, " s pyramid , s parade , murah murah !" the conducter shouted at the top of his lungs.it took the knights attention and,as the knight was conserving money, he took the bus a ride to s pyramid, minutes away from the princess lair. it was cheap, 80sens along sj... he he eh it was a bargain.being a cheapskate, the knight smiled at his fate and luck and lookd at the bright side of his journey. as he enjoys the cinematic view and atmosphere of the ancient, old bus driven by a chinese conductor and as the engines roar vibrated across the bus as it climbed each hill.

at the moment of his appproach to s pyramid... he was swept away with emotion as he rememberd the memories locked in his mind of the place he went with his companions of mighty minds to compete among the top brainers in the land.as the knight toured the entire building , observing, looking, sight seeing and window shopping all over the place he was contented that he made his choice, the right choice of travelling from so far away...he also grabbed a bite at subway to fill his hunger and prepare him for another hike with a taxi.

"what?!!?!?!?!?!" the knight bellowed. "rm16?!?!?! for a ride to usj11???". he had no choice... as he grumbled, and took out his money simultaneously praying that it was worth it, he got a cab with an idian singh.. kot... he he he didnt noe himself. as he enterd the highway and noted his surrounding.. he was aghast by the sight of the neighbourhood..."oh...rumah besar besar eh " he thought. as he wheeled around the corner of usj11/4b his heart was beating fast... it almost stopd abruptly as he reached the end of the alley.the knight stepped off the taxi and startd praying " god help me..." every step he took was accompanied by dog barks across the neighbourhood. as he reached the corner lot of house number 41, he secretly drop a letter into the mailbox of his maidens visage. into her awesome house. as he steppd across the road and hid behind a yellow scholl van, he started to call his maiden's mobile phone.

" u kat ne?" he spoke to the magical box. " i kat tmpat exam lagi, u dh sampai ke ?" her sweet voice rang through the reciever... to cut things short , they met behind her residence in the back alley. they've only met once outside of school of science & leadership (mrsm) and that was even during an educational exhibition. as the knight laid his eyes upon his beloved princess , he captured the moment in his mind, she was wearing a grey sweater with blue jeans, her beautiful face adorned by a purple spectacles and she wore a crocs sandal after taking her driving test. amazingly she scored 47/50.quite an achievement i would say, emotions were sparking. heart beating and sweat emering as they took a walk for a moment before sending her home only to meet again and rendezvous at mcdonald taipan, once again the knight was on his legs and bracing a run across the road , across the neighbourhood, acroos the borders of usj11 and making his way to taipan, city centre of sj.

to the knights surprise, taipan was a maze of road and buildings layered with hills n racing cars everywhere. as he askd for directions , accelerating to mcdonald, crossing 7eleven, guardian a shoe maker.he took a breath and awaited his princess arrival. out of the blue, she arrived with her mum sending her there. unfortunately... a pesky and troublesome spy was tracking her to the bits, her sister.not even that would stop him from meeting and enjoying his time with her.they picked their order and went upstairs to the second floor and embraced the evening together. talking , smiling and savouring the moment was all they cared about.oh, how the knight wished he was there again now...,as the sands of time ran out, he had to make his way back to his land, he had to run to keramat or he would have to face the death trial by his kingdom there. as he wished the princess goodbye, saying till their destiny crosses once more, till he has more money, till the oppurtune moment arrives they will surely meet again.

the knight jump into the abyss, into the road and crossd it as fast as lightning only to hijack a taxi as it is his fight against time now.the driver took him to sj ktm station for the price of less then rm10! it thought the knight a lesson - take a meterd taxi, more benefit than hired cab. as he reached the station, he took out his touch n go n skipped his way across the rail and waitd for his charriot.after tuning in to something right sung by westlife,the train arrivd. he quickly frisk on the train and scanned his watch, the time was 6.15pm, he could make it...he was aiming for a successful trip and what a victory it was. a bright future awaits him as he is still able to write this story... still able to retold the story with modern technology...still able to re-live his experience, the sacrifice he took, the time he spent, the risk he took, undoubtly this event will stay in his heart... my... heart and my mind... forever in ayassy's mind he he he

~ a depection of an event so important to me ~

love the princess always



a hello to da world...

hello... being a f5 student who have jst fnshd spm.. is kinda boring when u hve no idea what to do... bt it depends on ur prespective ryte? we tend to make decision on one face value... one sided story... but a wiseman would seee da whole picture, he he he so hello world , i am salman ayassy , a boy whose mind is just bout to grow, so beware ... as we noe da new year is at dawn.. 2010 is starting as we part ways to 2009 we enter da new year a decade of advancement..

globally 2009 was a retched year when economic regression occured, war here and there, political fights, bt... i was a boy in mrsm.. blockd from the world for years, not knowing anything out there, bt that place has prepard me.. prepard me for my journey.. it thought me new things, new endeavours, new courtships, new friends, new enemies, new prespective, a new me was born, wow... 2009 was a year full of memoirs...full of experience that i am sure differ from each individual, nonetheless experiences shapes us ... i thought it teaches it shows and it develops u, you only need a second of revealation, a second of realisation, to change everything....

he he he bpk melalutnyer kat atas tu... btw, world here i come..

starting up

wow... so this is blogging yeah? he he he
here i go...