Haste

CHARGE!!!

" Haste Makes Waste "

A quote I've almost forgotten (:

I've realized that... there's no point in making haste and rushing things right.

Whats the benefit? Sure, you get to take action quickly but the consequences that you have to face will be exponentially proportional with the time you take to implement the action.

( someone will be so confused )

I am a living confusion, making mistakes as i go ha3 but nonetheless whats life without mistakes n_n

must be peaceful, ho3

I am sorry to all the parties that got into trouble because of me... whether near or far... close at heart or far from the eyes... whether whom I love , I like, I know... Families, Friends, lover... I'm so sorry... but an apology would never be enough and i owe all of you big time...

Coming back again to " haste "

I've just came back from 2 places...

McDonalds at Carefour and Masjid As-Sobirin from Friday Prayers.

McDonalds at Carefour - 

I was going around Care4 as i had to send my fathers car for polishing here and had to wait for two hours. I walked around all over and sat down at McD for a snack of Fillet o Fish just for the heck of it.

I can't help but see and observe other people, getting lessons out of them, "berangan"  A LOT , and keep pondering and talking to oneself. I see that a guy in a group of girls will be so quiet and not be able to talk much while the girls wont stop talking and pay no attention to the guy, ( experienced it myself in Chemistry remedial class, was the only guy from my class and the others were girls, the teacher too!) Life can also throw you lemons... Big Lemons... I saw an Indian Girl with her friend only that i guess she was a victim of arson or perhaps electric eletrocution as her skin was burnt and now slowly recovering and healing n_n she was enjoying her McD as any other lass was... Walking around care4, i wanted so much, but i dont think that i needed them all... If I had money... enough in my bank for future uses and to support myself and families ( once i have one ) I'd surely brought them just because i can hahaha3 

Masjid As-Sobirin-

Owh Yeah...

Right after going to care4, i directly headed for friday prayers. I had to take the car as my dad was going on the bike and i would stay long after prayers to indulge myself with HIM. Finding a parking spot was hard. How roads converged into single lanes and how traffic was ideally meant for two cars to pass turned into one, and it wasn't one way either. I parked a good 3 blocks of houses away just for an easy in and out. I walked to the mosque, took my wudhuk, sat down and listen to the khutbah ( was about respecting leaders i think, only got the end part )  prayed, and there was a solat jenazah and after that i sat down at a corner beside the tabung masjid and reflected upon myself on what i saw around me and about life for a while. How we find strength in HIM, how we hope and rely on HIM so much to give us strength, How others too... find the same strength within him. after most of the patrons of the mosque started to leave, I went to the first row of the saff and had my moment with GOD. A solat hajat with my own mix of selected verses that i find pleasing and raised my hand for my wish... my hopes... my dreams... my strength... 

Which I finally come to the conclusion that...

haste really makes waste, hasty judgement won't benefit you...

Its easy to be engulfed by fear, by jealousy, by emotions... it cloudens the heart...

The Power Of Now... Observe, be an observer of your mind and emotions... acknowledge them... dont deny them... Whats important is the heart... the soul... the spirit... and haste leave them behind... tread at your own pace in life... (= Act upon yourself, not upon others... Stay and be true... :) love life, live life, love love itself...

Haste... use it wisely hehehe