Empty Despair

I used to have

something to go back too

something to return too

something to keep me alive and being

something that makes it worth waking up another day

something that makes it worth the walk and steps that i take

something that makes me filled

somethings that keep the emptiness full

something that kept me smiling

something to cheer me up

Empty despair... Melancholic shell... Lost soul... Empty vessel... Meaning lost...

How sad it is to be

How pathetic and useless I sound

How ungrateful I am to say this

How dare I say this for where I am

but How true it is until the feeling is so evident

How true it is if you see from my world of a walking tool

that my steps are drags and not stride anymore

The very breath I take are mere forgotten

Owh, hello there again Mr Problems

I see you brought some friends

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and not to mention your other henchmen...

I wasn't scared of any of you till now

Nor am i sacred now

Not because I can finish you

but because I have succumbed to the moment

Something... Somehow... Somewhere... Somewhat... Somewhy... Somewho... Somewhen... Somebody...

I was strong...

I was great...

but no more...

I am only but a disgrace...

A pathetic low life...

With not a single significance anymore...

Empty despair... Unending Limbo of the Heart...

Give me the light back... Give me the companion back...

Give... me... me... back...

Oo empty despair...

Give me... a sense of want back...

Give me... a sense of need again...

Give me... the spirit to fight...

Give me... companion that understand and walks... not run nor implore

But you would never give it back do you...

Would I even want it myself...

Would I be accepted even...

Empty despair... bright darkness... illuminating sadness

Why do you make me feel at home...

Maybe darkness is my home